
When I had sex for the first time, I was disappointed because I had hoped that sex would be spontaneously arousing enough for me to orgasm. I didn’t have any clear idea about what I would do during sex except perhaps to respond affectionately to my lover’s love-making.
It’s amazing when you think of it. I was eighteen years old and a virgin so my vagina was as tight as it was ever likely to be. Yet I couldn’t feel a thing from thrusting, not even when my partner’s penis initially penetrated me. I was waiting for something to happen and suddenly it was all over.
Even subsequent times I was none the wiser. Naturally, we experimented with oral sex as well as different positions and techniques for sexual intercourse but nothing worked. I was so far off feeling any sexual arousal that it was difficult to imagine what could possibly make a difference.
Although I knew how to orgasm from masturbation, this was of little use to me. Masturbation was a solitary experience relying on being highly focused on sexual fantasies. Sex with a partner was completely different. The emotional environment was incompatible with the use of fantasies.
Erotic literature had given me absolute faith that foreplay and vaginal intercourse would provide guaranteed spontaneous sexual arousal and orgasm. So I just lay there, like a lemon, waiting to be transported to the heights of sexual pleasure assuming no need to contribute in any way.
Despite talking to experts about my experiences, so far no one has been able to explain them at all. When I have told them that my boyfriend remarked that other virgins had made the same comment, the most usual reaction is silence. I am told that if I read so-and-so I would realise that my experience cannot be. They imply that no one else has the same experience.
Therapists conclude that since other women say nothing they must be happy with sex. There is little acknowledgement of just how embarrassed most people are about discussing their sexual experiences. I can vouch for the fact that even when a person is relatively relaxed about sex (as I have been) the humiliation of the implied sexual inadequacy is a very effective silencer.
So women learn to accept their sexual experiences for what they are. They make the best of it for the sake of their partner. Sex becomes an activity to be ‘gotten over with’. Sexual arousal is implied or faked depending on pressure from the man.
As a more experienced woman I now know that a woman plays along with men’s sexual fantasies, in part, to minimise her own effort in an activity that is not designed to provide women with an equal sexual pleasure. After all, it’s human nature…
Why spend half an hour when you only need to spend a couple of minutes? It’s not only prostitutes who know the value of time. It is much easier for a woman to play along with a man’s fantasies of arousing a woman so that he orgasms quickly.
In the British film ‘Saving Grace’ (2000) two women (wife and mistress) compare notes after years of sex with the same man. They don’t talk about the sexual pleasure they enjoyed, they giggle about how much noise he made when having his orgasm. Men never appreciate that a woman’s role in intercourse is often that of a spectator: simply waiting for the man to come.
If sex provides men and women with equal pleasure, why do women so often want to obtain a financial advantage from their sexual relationships with men? For women, sex is always a trade: either for MONEY or for LOVE (companionship, mutual support and possibly family) because women do not experience the same delirious pleasure from sex that men do.
The issue of clitoral stimulation is a red herring – women aren’t that timid and neither are their partners. If women could orgasm as easily as men they would simply use another approach to sex e.g. oral sex or mutual masturbation rather than intercourse. The problem is that women don’t approach sex turned on enough in their minds for clitoral stimulation to lead to orgasm.
Men look to sex for sexual pleasure (orgasm in particular) but women have to settle for the emotional aspects of sexual relationships. Sex can be a sensual pleasure and over time an erotic pleasure as a woman’s clitoris becomes less sensitive.
Excerpt from Ways Women Orgasm (ISBN 978-0956-894700)
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Thanks Saif. I’m so pleased that you value my work. I don’t get paid anything and so many people are negative or rude. Thanks for telling me – so much silence too!
You are always welcome sweet one
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Thanks – not sure about the innocent part!
In my opinion you are. There is slight difference between innocent and tactful. Both are important. You are both due to openness
Well, as I said, thanks very much!
Jane
Tell me: if women do not take interest in sex and had sex and orgasm do not occur. How will she gets pregnant?
2nd question if organism is not achieved for example in rape case how she gets pregnant?
Female orgasm has nothing to do with pregnancy. A woman has eggs in her ovaries from birth that are released one at a time during her monthly cycle. Conception occurs when a sperm meets an egg and attaches to the uterus wall. Women ovulate automatically – not connected to orgasm.
It’s bit confusing could you please explain the difference between orgasm and pregnancy and their relation. I am in concept that when women orgasm the eggs released and faltilization occurs
No. A woman is born with all her eggs (immature) already in her two ovaries. The ovaries are connected to the uterus by two Fallopian tubes. Each month after puberty a woman (this process is automatic so a woman is unaware of it) releases an egg which travels down the Fallopian tube and into the uterus. If a sperm enters the uterus (via the vagina) then conception occurs and the cells attach to the uterus wall and start to grow. If the sperm joins the egg in the Fallopian tube and starts to grow it is called an Eptopic pregnancy. It is extremely painful and has to be removed by surgery. The woman sometimes loses one of her tubes and an ovary in the process.
Orgasm occurs when anyone focuses on eroticism and stimulates their sex organ – penis or clitoris. Women orgasm through masturbation alone (if at all). Most women never experience orgasm because orgasm is fundamentally part of male reproductive biology. The penis and the clitoris both develop from the same structure in the embryo called the genital tubercle. The production of hormones (testosterone) from the testes determines whether the genital tubercle grows into a penis or a clitoris.